jolien

As I was writing your insert I debated on if I should even write something sincere but Marcus was peaking over and would be like ouuu. when I read what you wrote in I regretted writing some bs so I guess this will stay up forever.

So fren, it’s honestly been such a blessing to have someone like you in my life and especially being able to be myself around someone. But besides me being 100% cancellable and weird around you, I am proud to say that you are one of my dearest friends.

I really hold onto all my memories and everything significant that happened in in my life … (even 8th grade) as it remains in the back of my head…. so from planned hugs to overcoming miscommunication, to becoming good friends, i can say that we have been through thick and thin and I’ve cracked through joliens walls.

Sometimes you say I’m friends with everyone but u never think about how much an impact you made in my life. I got a few small bubble friends here and there but I always looked forward to seeing you In class or even the rare pop outs at sporting events. Sorry I didn’t pop out to your games yk im fat and lazy, but I always looked forward to hearing about your losses. im going to miss looking forward to seeing you on random days.

This bs friendship gunna be chill when im far but I know I will be going away pretty far so I guess I feel alittle sad BUT when I come back, i will pick you up and we get some yum food. Ok ill be nice now..

Thank you for always being so kind and genuine and I hope that no one takes your personality for granted. YOU’RE really one a kind jolien and i dont know how to say it in another way.

YOU’RE someone i really am able to connect with and the more i spend time hanging with you, the more i learn about who you really are. knowing you for quite awhile i know theres another person behind the brick wall and what makes you so interesting to me is how you are so unbothered and tough.

Seeing the other you who is genuine and speaking actual emotion showed that theres so many layers to you and its what makes getting to know you more special. The more I talked to you, the more i realize theres so much more of you than what others see. Ouuu that was hard… straight poetry!

Anyways I always asked, what you wanted and I know this isn’t a convertible BMW, or 10 Bands, or a big house or unlimited credit card, or money, but it was my way of expressing how much our friendship truly means to me.

I hope that you find someone that really appreciates your presence. CUS I DID!! So what ever that goes on in the future, just know that you are someone I would never trade and I can’t wait to come back and go out and eat and shop and music and pictures and eat and eat and eat.